"Until last night, I didn’t understand that being born in that family had been an unforgivable mistake."
Jo confesso, Jaume Cabré
"what matters most is how well you walk through the fire" ― Charles Bukowski
derek hale + sad vs. happy
Once in a while, he calls her Laura.
It’s not surprising. For a long time, Laura was all that Derek had. Now, Derek is the only one Cora has left.
Sometimes, he calls her Laura.
Most of the time, he doesn’t even realize. Most of the time, she does. Cora never says anything, she’s becoming a secret collector of frozen heartbeats. Derek has some “Sorries” stuck under his tongue.
(from the fanfic that never existed but it should)
what the hell
did i put my dick in
there’s nothing left for me to hide / i lost my ignorance, security and pride / i’m all alone in a world you must despise.